Sunday, October 09, 2005
woo...been really long since last update my blog!! hehe...do a simple counting! it's 16 days!!! hahas..i've been mugging for so many days! claps for myself! hee...
(actually slacking more than mugging la! =P)
but who cares, it's over now...let's be fun, be crazy, be happy!!!
n then wait for our fantastic result!! =P
anyway, lots plans before promos...but feeling rather lost aft promos...hahas..it's common for me..give me some time to recover! hee...
went shopping the with piggy cindy on friday while piggy qingz went out with her friend...went cin's house to watch vcds on sat with qingz (really nice show! but miss a good chance!! sad sad...) then today, went shopping with cin again! while qingz at home study for tml's phy paper! hahas...poor little greenie piggy! n tml, going to k box with lots fun n crazy friends! looking forward sia!!! hahas...will update the fun time tml..hee...
think stress is really something tt's hard to manage...guess almost everyone's emotions r rather unstable for the past weeks...same to me!
my mood was in a really bad cycle! on off on off...such a torture!
so if i did or say or show something tt offend someone out there, i'm really sorry! not did that on purpose, hope u don't mind! :) :) :)
actually few days before promos end, i suddenly felt so scared of the free time coming aft exam...
tt means i will have plenty of time to allow my mind to go wild..to start thinking of him..to miss him..
i'm scared to be alone, to have all the free time alone!
after so long...he is still here, in my mind, in my heart...how long do i need to really let go?!!
i wonder...
he talked to me on msn just now..surprisingly!! really really surprise!
actually thinking of how come he talked to me 1st?! but still happy to hear from him...
then realised tt he was only want to tell me, he had helped me paid my hp bill as form of returning my money...then, i don't know how should i feel now...
if not because of this, he shouldn't have the time to talk ba?!!
i wonder again...
anyway...life have to go on...to me, to him, to everyone...happy or sad or feelingless...we have to move on! just go n don't turn back...without a choice...
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mEh MeHz~ out
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