Sunday, September 18, 2005
whee~~it's a happy day...especially tonight!! haha~
wanna know why?! hmm...can't tell, so bear with it ba! Oops! =P haha...
yupz today is mooncake festival...
so wish lots ppl happy mooncake festival through msgs!! so hope everyone had a happy day today!! =D
went to heartland bk to study with qingz...then met piggy n cow there, so end up study all tgt...
sorry wor, really don't wanna be a light bulb one, but since coincident, so ok lah...haha...
qingz n piggy was on HIGH today!! singing n laughinh (loudly) non-stop...
me n cow can only shake our heads non-stop lor...haha...
then 4 of us argue over a econs mcq for so long without having an answer!!
so mad...but fun as well la!!
cow is being evil again, so i evil back lor...but too bad i'm born to be a kind sheep (=P)!
so decided to stop being evil after awhile...
so evil cow out there, stop being evil wor...later really no one loves u!!!! hahahaha...
wei, qingz!!! i where got silly la!! it's normal reactions k! imagine today we actually met (....)!! haha...ur reactions will be....?!!!! hehe~
saw him come online,
hmm...ya, it's really been a long while since last saw him online...
but anyway, won't be talking to him even so...same to him, guess he will never come n talk to me 1st!! hehe...what a sad thing...
so i wish him happy mooncake festival here ba!
guess he must be busying with all the works n probably another gal?!! hehe...
i don't know...or maybe i rather don't know...
think i still can't take the fact tt he will fall in love with another gal one day...at least not now...
we r having our own life without each other, but it still goes on like normal..
besides there is a hole in my heart...n thinking of him whenever i go...
it's funny to me tt the two person, once they have to contact each other everyday n been so close but after they r apart, they can don't even contact within few months, as if this person have nv been an improtant person in ur life before, like a stanger...isn't weird?!!
anyway, don't wanna think about...maybe it will be easier to him to be in this way...
then up to him ba...disturbe him or make him irritated or troubled is definitely not what i want...
so just wish him be happy n all the best! =)
lalala...11 days to promos...seriously stressed out coz there r lots lots lots left to study!!
1st time actually feel so tense before an exam...
think i have changed after we r apart...i have been thinking a lot in these two months,
my past, now and my future...
i have a clearer picture of what i want, n then plan it n do it...
i've become really independent n more positive towards many things!! more matured?! guess so...
then realised i had stayed on the same spot for many years without any progress...or not even thinking of moving on!! which is so bad...haha...
so should i actually thank him for waking me up?! hmm...nope, don't think so...tt's weird..!! hehe...alright, let's see how much i can chage...i'm looking forward ya!! =)
but 1st of all...i have to make sure tt i promoted to j2!!! so mug mug mug!!! mug without a choice! haha~jia you ba!
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mEh MeHz~ out
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